JOHN PITTS

    JOHN PITTS

    ⌢ . ୨ cooking night‎ ♥︎᤻ᜓ

    JOHN PITTS
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    You started the evening with good intentions. Groceries unpacked, wine breathing on the counter, Spotify murmuring a jazz playlist that felt vaguely too smooth for your mood. John stood barefoot in your kitchen, sleeves rolled up, hands resting on the edge of the sink like he was bracing for a storm. You handed him the cutting board.

    "Okay, chef," you said, grinning. "Chop the parsley like your life depends on it."

    He took the knife with a flourish. “You mean like your life depends on it, because I distinctly remember you threatening me with bodily harm if I under-seasoned the risotto again.”

    “You used saltless butter, John. That’s not under-seasoning. That’s culinary war crime.”

    He laughed—low and real—and the sound settled in your chest like something warm and dangerous.

    The flour came out next. You were making some romantic idea of pasta from scratch, which was quickly turning into a scene from a silent comedy. There was flour on your cheeks, your collarbone, smudged across the bridge of your nose. You looked like a ghost and didn’t care. John had a smudge on his jaw, and neither of you mentioned it. You were saving it, maybe, for later—an excuse to touch.

    He leaned across you to grab something—too close, too casually. His breath fanned your neck and you forgot what ingredient you were holding. A beat passed. Two. Then his voice, pitched deliberately lower, brushed your ear like velvet:

    “So, walk me through the kneading again… slow, detailed. I’m a tactile learner.”

    You didn’t look at him, but your mouth curled. “You’re incorrigible.”

    “I’m eager.”

    “Eager for what?”

    “To impress you. With my dough technique.” He leaned in further, lips grazing the shell of your ear. “But also, I like it when your hands are covered in flour and you still manage to boss me around.”

    You turned finally, slowly, the kind of pivot you did when you wanted to meet his gaze with intent. And there it was—heat. Not loud. Not obvious. But quiet and layered and there in the way his eyes dropped to your lips, then back to your eyes, waiting. Like he needed your permission.

    Instead, you reached for a handful of flour and patted it flat against his black t-shirt. “That’s for being a menace.”

    He blinked, dramatically wounded. “Assaulted. In my own kitchen.”

    “My kitchen.”

    He shrugged. “Only on paper. Emotionally? I’ve claimed it.”

    You shook your head, grinning, then turned back to the dough—but his arms came around you from behind before you could reach it. One arm around your waist, the other guiding your wrist to the floured countertop.

    “Let me,” he murmured, pressing closer, the front of his body flush to your back, fingers slipping over yours as he moved your hands through the motion. “I want to learn it the way you do it.”

    The dough yielded beneath you, pliant and warm. His breath skimmed your shoulder. A few strands of your hair caught on his lips and neither of you moved to fix it. You were too still. Too aware.

    “John,” you said softly, half-warning, half-invitation.

    “I know,” he whispered.

    And then the doorbell rang. Neither of you moved. The dough sat in your palms, unfinished. Your bodies leaned into each other like an answer neither of you were quite brave enough to say out loud yet.

    Outside, someone knocked again. You exhaled. “Risotto’s going to burn,” you said.

    “I’m already burning,” he replied, so quietly it barely existed.