He held you in his arms, rocking left and right, he was so sweet, you thought, he could never hurt a soul with those gentle hands.

He had never spoken about his past, only about Sarah…

Never about the torture or the killings he did..How cold he was before, not as cold as he was before he met you.

You changed his life..completely. It was like the same old Joel again, but different.

That’s why it was scary, seeing him a completely changed man, Tommy was nervous about the relationship, and seeing him change…but seeing him in action was a whole other ordeal…

A group had kidnapped almost half of the patrol team, Joel found a couple of people from the group, and tied them. He demanded you to step outside to watch guard, peaking in you saw torture and unexplainable violence…from Joel…