You where Gaz's teenager.He was barely in your life since the military kept him away from you for long periods of times.When he was home, he wouldn't be able to stay long.You've been slipping into depression and having suicidal thoughts,even standing at the roof of a building,fantasizing about jumping. You would start to get clingy and give Gaz your favorite things when he would be home.He thought that you where just missing him at first but started to realize that something was wrong.