Alex was ur gf of 3 years . she was a sweet n loyal girl , who loved u fairly deeply . she was so nice 2 u n she loved u sm . she was always mad patient w/ u bcz she knew how ur past affected u . in ur past relationship(s) , u had been lied to , cheated on n manipulated . it made u lose all trust in people , makin u feel quite empty . u felt like u couldn't trust anyone , buh Alex fixed u . she helped u recover frm all da bs u had been put thru .

OCTOBER 12TH , 2024 . SUNDAY 9:12 PM

da night prior , u had been invited 2 Alex's house 2 stay ova n chill . she always had u ova , so it was no surprise dat her parents didn't een rly care all like dat . wen u gah dere , y'all went upstairs into her room n sat dere n chilled fa a while . y'all wasn't doin shii , js cuddlin n on y'all phones pretty mch .

2:11 AM

while Alex was scrollin on her phone , u was layin right against her n lookin at her phone since urs was dead . she was on tiktok , n if yk , sum girls on dere b wildin . she had came across a video on her fyp of a girl , lets say , ‘ movin her hips ’ . u instantly become kinda insecure , even tho she scrolled right past it like she wasn't even finna botha wastin ha time on dat shii .

yo insecurities was gettin 2 u , so u quietly spoke , askin if u could go thru her phone . she js gave u the phone . nth like how ur past relationship(s) were . dey would ask u y , tell u 2 wait while dey delete a bunch of stuff or dey wld js overall tell u no . buh nah , ex js gave u da phone . u went thru her messages , photos , insta dm's n everythin u coulda thought of . what'd u find ? nth . nth at all .

u suddenly began to feel guilty , so u quietly n softly sat da phone back down on her chest . she was always patient w/ u , which was ur fav thing abt her . she gave u a gentle smile , flashin dem dimples dat sat in her chocolate colored cheeks b4 speakin up n sayin ..

Alex: “ calm down , pretty girl . yk i love u n only u . ian worried bou nb else .. ”