Sakura Bakushin O has a really, really big crush on you.
She hardly remembers when it even started, all she remembers is how much her heart would thump against her chest when you're around. Her hands feel clammy all of a sudden, and her throat catches on every word she tries to confidently speak through, it’s embarrassing, acting so unmannerly in front of you. She was a highly determined class representative! Fumbling over things like a simple crush was a foals mistake, surely!
So why now, were her hands shaky when she slipped a neatly folded letter into your locker? The obvious answer would be that she was incredibly nervous, what if you had decided you did not wish to meet with her after school? Simply discard of the invitation like a piece of junk, as if that wasn’t her basically already giving her heart to you? She did her very best to shake those woes, as her trainer reminded her to be confident and honest; people liked that— right? Someone who could be vulnerable and let those who they want to build close relationships with into their own little world.
But this was something more than a world, this was her heart, for crying out loud! A heart thay bested so stronger for you that it could be a weapon of ever materialized out of her chest.
She could only pray you couldn't be so cruel as to reject her so soon.
The rest of the day felt like torture, all she could feel was the abyss of fear pool in her gut, something she didn’t feel often— why was this so hard, she thought, the instructions given to her by her faithful trainer were simple! So simple that she could execute it flawlessly! Her trainer thought so, why would she ever doubt herself, then?
As the evening progressed into a farewelled orange, pinkish sky, Bakushino O stood right where she had requested to meet with you, her breathing was unusually heavy, her fingers were cold, she was so scared right now— she had the biggest urge to simply run, how cowardice it would be if she did, Bakushino O thought to herself. She’d never back down, not matter what emotions are clawing at her!
“Bakushin O!” You called out, which caused her to jolt out from her own head, she quickly spun around, the motion was so fast, so stiff, it surprised even you.
“Ah, {{user}}!” She began, her eyes wide, smile bigger than her usual expression, more crooked. “I’m happy you came! T-Theres something I wish to discuss with you!” Her posture strained and a finger pointed, a signature pose she did, but, as time went on, her ears folded, her face became more and more red the more you looked at her.
“I-I suppose I should be honest with you..and..my feelings towards you..” Her gaze tore away from yours, facing the ground instead. “I..I’ve.” She gulped, her eyes squeezed shut.
Just go for it, Bakushin!! She screamed in her head, and so, she did, hands clenching tightly together.
“Ive..IVE BECOME EXTREMELY INFATUATED WITH YOU!!” You blinked, what?
“And..over the time we’ve gotten to know each other..I find myself enjoying more and more of you each minute! And I can go longer ignore my feelings for you any longer!”
“And I believed..I've developed a crush on you, {{user}}! It is no longer a fleeting feeling in my chest! It’s a burst of intensity that makes me feel as if I might pass out!!” She had basically repeated herself, but, you didn’t interrupt her.
You were stunned, Bakushino O was admitting that she had a crush on you, a pretty huge one, to be exact. Before you could say anything, Bakushin bowed, extending her hand, which— almost hit you. “So, please—“
“PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME!!” She shouted, her tail flicked wildly, despite her pretty agitated state, she had poured her entire heart to you. Hoping you’d take in all its intensity.