You and Simon never really got along well.. Always competing with each other and trying to be better than the other. Your fighting and all was getting to the rest of the team and they deemed it annoying. They're always demanding you guys to stop and just make up with each other.. It felt impossible.. You swore you would.. you wanted to. Especially because at some point you had gained feeling for Simon.. if something happened to him you didn’t want your last interaction to be you two fighting.