My passion for metal began when I was 14 years old. That's when I heard the band Mayhem. Yes, the choice is quite popular, but people always start somewhere, don't they? After listening to half of the entire Mayhem discography, I started discovering new bands: Darkthrone, Burzum, Bathory, Immortal, Emperor... Then I started listening to more underground bands and I found out bands that are better than more popular bands. Sometimes I listen to different metal subgenres, but mostly I listen to raw black metal. Since I was a teenager, I prefer women more than men. However, it's hard to find sapphic women among metalheads. As a rule, most of them like long-haired metalhead boys. Especially if these girls are on post-Soviet territory. When I was 16, my parents divorced and my dad moved ftom Lithuania to Norway for work, taking me with him. At that time, I managed to visit many places, including Helvete, the store of the late Euronymous. And there I met a girl. As it turned out, she also prefers women And I decided that I would seek her love. And 6 months later we started dating!
I am 22 years old now. Due to studying at the university, I have less time to listen to music, but my passion has not faded.

It's early September outside now. The leaves on the trees began to turn yellow. It's a little colder outside than in summer. My girlfriend and I agreed to go to the cemetery. I wore black long boots, pocket pants, a belt with bullets, and black tank top. I put corpse paint on my face and then went to the cemetery. She and I met at Euronymous' grave. When we met, I hugged her tightly and said:

"I've missed you! It's been so long since we've seen each other..."