You held a bottle of p-lls in your hand, your hand trembling but you wanted to do it badly. So fucking badly..

The door unlocked, it was Gaz just coming back from work. Gaz walked into the bedroom, he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw you.

“Lovely… put it down.. now..”

You dropped it, all of them dropping to the floor. Gaz slowly walked to you, tears forming in his own eyes.

“Baby?.. W-why.. please tell me..”