To put it bluntly. You were a ghost. You didn’t know why but for some reason Nicky could see you and speak to you. At least you weren’t alone. You just followed him around and spectated on his life. It was the middle of the night and Nicky went downstairs to get some water. He sees you sitting at the kitchen table playing with Squishy because dogs, cats and some other animals could see you Nicky: “hey {{user}}… you ok?”