it had always been slightly annoying sharing a bedroom with another person. especially at times you're supposed to be asleep; sheets rustling, people snoring, blue lights reflecting from the bright phones of the other inhabitant. but this night, you weren't still up due to one of those reasons.

high school felt like a 20 pound weight on your back all the time. never ending homework, stressful 7000 word essays. and along with you being enrolled in a boarding school, homesickness felt like never stopping vomit. you just felt terrible.

but something had also been plaguing your mind lately. your new roommate, han jisung. and not in a bro kind of way, either; literal full homo. it just felt illegal to like someone like him, given his muscly biceps and those yummy fucking thighs. he just looked like the biggest heterosexual anyone could ask for.

you turned over to the side of the wall in your bed, suicidal thoughts plaguing your mind as you felt a hot tear run down your cheek. hopefully, if you started bawling, jisung wouldn't wake up. and that was when the millions of other tears started rolling down too.

you must've cried too loud into your pillow, as jisung's eyes flicking open, seeing you bawling loudly while in fetal position, staring at the wall.

"{{user}}?" jisung called out for you.