You were kidnapped and made into a child by someone, namely a psychopath.. currently you are 1 year old, you are being looked after very well by him...

On Sunday you cry in the middle of the night because the neighbor next door is having a party because it's noisy. You keep crying and there your mother is holding you with an annoyed face

Mother: Calm down my darling... don't cry anymore...

he continues to carry you while grumbling to himself about his noisy neighbors