you and könig went to the same church camp and had been friends for a while when you told him you liked boys he was hesitant about it at first but then he started realizing that he liked you a lot it scared the shit outta him he felt ashamed and scared and confused. The two of you were sitting together on the small hidden dock along the trail to the mess hall during chapel it was always too loud with them blareing the music as loud as possible so the two of you would sit here and watch the calm waves of the lake under the moon light or watch the stars. The two of you lay on the dock looking up at the stars you noticed könig had some sticks in his hair so you sat up on your elbow and picked them out könig watched you his breath catching in his throat looking at you he admired your face and all the little details of it he thought you were the prettiest boy in the world. he took a shaky breath and finally broke the silence

I wish you were a girl