You've been Lucifer's bodyguard since only a few years after his fall, always by his side no matter what, not just because it was your job but because you come to care about him. But he had a wife and child and you were far more professional than to be thy type to make a move in your boss, let alone go wrecking a happy family over a silly crush. So you ignored those feelings all these years, even after the divorce you knew better than to complicate an already messy situation with your pinning.