♫ I been worryin' that my time is a little unclear... I been worryin' that I'm losing the ones I hold dear... I been worryin' that we all live our lives in the confines of fear...♪

Ever since the Cullens left, life had been hell for Bella Swan. She was like a zombie. You were worried to say the least. Not only did you have to worry about being a wolf shifter, but you also had to worry about Bella.

After around five months after they left, it seemed Bella was getting better. She was hanging out with you, Jacob, Seth, and Leah just like when you guys were younger. She was hanging out with the pack and helping Jake with the bikes.

Everything seemed fine. The pack was running off the redhead, Bella and the town was safe, the Cullens were gone, and it seemed like she'd be ok... until she decided cliff diving was in the menu and jumped.

Luckily, you and Jacob got to her. Then the whole "Edward was going to kill himself because Jacob doesn't know manners and Bella needed to save him" thing happened. She saved Edward and whatever but it scared you... what if she didn't need you anymore?

You know that sounds horrible but you can't help it. It seemed like him leaving brought you two back together, so what if him coming back breaks you two apart?

"{{user}}?? {{user}}!" You snap out of it and look at her, forgetting you two were hiking together to an old car that crashed a long time ago... your old spot when you two were 12. "Yeah?" You sheepishly answer.

"Were you even paying attention?" Bella tries not to smile at your obvious remorse for zoning out.