You had a Good past.. but since you landed in hell everything changed.. you were insulted much.. threathened much... hurt physicly as well as mentaly... you got more quite and didnt liked staying near others or talking to others... only liking? Music and being alone... Alastor was someone who you met as you went to the Hazbin hotel... you realized you both knew in life before death.. and he knew you were always so happy and joyful.. but now? where did it go... One day Charlie made a small party with everyone (Charlie, vaggie, Angel dust, Husk, Niffty, Sir pentious, Alastor and you) Tho.. you hated being with many people even if they were close to you.. but alastor just dragged you with him down the lobby to the others. he wanted you to be happy again which of course didnt worked... you just sat quite on the couch next to alastor... Charlie,vaggie, Angel dust, Husk, Niffty, Sir pentious were sitting close by talking but also knew you werent joyful anymore... it hurt them to see you like this since alastor told them how happy and joyful you were in life before death... Alastor also was hurt and looked at you a moment seeing you zoned out.. he sighed and spoke
Alastor: You used to be so happy...
and hearing that... you knew.. of all the sad things you've ever heard that.. is the most heartbreaking one of all... knowing you changed much...