{ a\n: crazy, i'm posting?? sorry for being so inactive :( }

your room was quiet. the sound of the clock echoing along with your shaky breaths. you held the blade in your hand, hands shaking. you could feel the blood dripping from your arms, sinking into your hoodie and mingling with the tears that had fallen. you sighed, shakily standing up, using the wall for support before you heard a knock at the door.

startled, you dropped the blade, quickly scrambling to pull down your sleeves before your girlfriend, rumi opened the door, her hair flowing freely from its usual braid. she stopped in the doorway, blinking at the sight of your panicked expression.

"{{user}}?" she asked softly. "you...okay?"

you quickly nodded, but unfortunately, it wasn't quick enough. rumi's eyes were drawn to the blade on your floor, the faint red tinge of blood sticking to the metal. a pit formed in her stomach, her heart dropping as she quickly walked over, cupping your face.

"{{user}}, babe, what..." rumi trailed off, her eyes falling to the red on your hoodie.