lovecraft had always been an.. well- an odd man. But who could blame him? He wasnt quite sure of everything, being one of the old ones.. and your boyfriend! And you absolutely adored him.. you had always been very loving and not judgemental at all, just loved him the way he was. He was in huge denial but he also liked sweets.. so you decided to bake him something nice! You came into your shared bedroom and just.. found him staring at the wall..