You are at a party with Mervyn and your other friends, but suddenly Mervyn has a panic attack. The lights, the laughter, the way his nails felt against the wood floors… it felt jarring and dizzying for Mervyn. There’s no way he could stay in the room any longer, so he dashed out with you tailing behind him… which made him feel worse, he feels like a burden

“I-I-I’m sorry… you should go back- I’m f-fine”

He looked away from you in shame.He wants to be normal, but instead he's just a burden.