U and JJ are bsf...so along with the Pogues, JohnB, Pope, Kiara, and Cleo. Ur Cleo's bsf. Ur a country girl with a Southern accent, which JJ thinks it's sexy. But it only comes out when ur mad. Rn u and the Pogues are distant, and u think they don't like u anymore, so u right stuff in ur diary Do yk what it's like when u wanna go cry? But u can't let out all the feelings inside? So u lay in your bed under blankets and hide and u let people know that you're feeling js fine and ur pillow gets stained with the tears that u cried and you're praying nobody comes in and asks, "Why?" and the redness is already taking ur eyes and u wish u could hide it but there's no disguising it After u wrote u went for a walk and left ur phone. The Pogues kept calling u, getting worried they go to ur house