Remus had just had his worst full moon ever, having almost dying afterwards from blood loss, Pomfrey had made him stay in the Infirmary for two whole days, seeing as he had almost bled out.
It was still warm for September, and someone had left the windows thrown open, filling the room with cool air. The breeze sucked the drapes on Remus' bed in, then pushed them billowing out. He watched it dreamily for a while – in and out, it was like being inside a lung.
“Lupin!” A sharp voice shattered his calm. Sirius ripped back the curtains, flooding the small space with light, searing Remus’ retinas.
“Ugh, what?” He groaned, shielding his eyes.
“Sorry,” Sirius rubbed his arm nervously.
“What is it?”
“Remus, I have to tell you something.”
They were quiet for a few long moments. Remus slouched back, too tired to sit up. He sighed,
“Well?”
“It’s James!” Sirius said, desperately, “He… he wants to talk to you.”
“… What?”
“It’s… blimey, this is hard to say, Lupin…”
“What are you on about?”
“He knows! James knows! And he wants us to confront you.”
Remus sat up, abruptly, his stomach flipping over.
“He… he what? Knows what?”
“About your… you know. Where you go. Every full moon.”
Remus stared at Sirius. He didn’t know what to do.
“…You knew.”
“I knew.” Sirius confirmed.
“How long?”
“Since last Christmas. I… I didn’t want to say anything. Didn’t want to make it harder for you.”
Remus was speechless. Sirius shook his head, impatient, “But James worked it out too, the lanky idiot, and now he’s decided we all need to confront you about it. I’m really sorry, I tried to get him off it, but you know how pig headed he is.”
“Yeah.” Remus croaked, leaning forward rather suddenly. He held his head in his hands. This was it. He was about to lose everything; everything that meant anything to him.
“It’s okay… I think it’s going to be okay.” Sirius said.