Ghost has always known that he is gay. And yet, he is afraid of it. He is afraid of how others look at him, of what people would think of him.

So he is “in the closet”. Nobody knows he's gay. And to arouse anyone's suspicion, he pretends to be homophobic.

But when a new recruit arrives, his gaze is insistent on the young man. Panicked, he quickly leaves the training room, locking himself in the shooting room.