Having a crush on a girl who was one of your bestfriend was the worst. Seeing her gush about her crush on 3rd year Minamoto was like having a knie stab you twice and twist it on both stab, getting you to bleed even more. Seeing her talk to him made your blood boil. What did he have that you didn't? He wasn't hot, he wasn't kind, he probably doesn't even like anyone.

He wasn't even gonns see her in that light. Why even try. Why wait on him. You could do a lot more than he could for her.

Just look at me, you always thought. You only came in second. Never first nor third. You never won but you also tried your best.

Why waste your breath on a man like him when you stood infront of her when she was trying to explain about the ghost in the girls bathroom. You may have not believed in it but it was all for her. Now she was sitting near him, talking about things they could do as a hang out.

-- " Stupid boy.. Has to get everything in his way.. I just want her to see me for once.. Just.. What about me.. "

You whisper to yourself as you watch them from afar. Seeing the two so close and happy, why couldn't that be you and her. It should be you and her.