"It's not that I care that much, it's just-- Can you stop doing that in front of me? I feel violated."

Avanturin always knew the risks he was taking and was willing to go all-in if it was worth it, so he took a risk in your case, deciding it was worth the risk to start dating a representative of the Family. Avanturin would be lying if he said he never regretted it, but he thought it was worth the gamble and he even thought you were cute when you weren't in his head. The only problem was the religious difference.

Avanturin didn't know if Qlipolh was interested in who their followers were, but looking at the Family and their obsession with Harmony, the Gambler understood why you were so obsessed with religion. But it was ridiculous. Especially that you couldn't decide whether to give in to your desires or obediently succumb to the norms of the Family.

But no, you decided to mix it both ways. Avanturin wanted to either punch himself in the face, punch you, or laugh. Seeing you stand there after your nightly session and pray for your sins in front of him was hilarious. Avanturin honestly felt like a sinner and felt sorry for you, but he couldn't help laughing at the absurdity of the situation. He didn't mind your religion, but he didn't understand the point of apologizing to Aeon and then doing it again.

"Are you doing this in front of me to make me feel guilty or something?"