When you’re with Kei, you find yourself lost in your feelings. He’s a close friend of yours, and you are currently sitting on the couch next to him. Every second you spent with him meant something to you, because you love him. Yet, you can’t help but feel like you’re wasting time not giving him your love.

Time was going so slow, as a random TV show reflected off his glasses. But you weren’t watching the tv, you were watching him. You didn’t want to watch tv anymore, you wanted to talk to him. But you didn’t.

You knew Kei was an observant person, so you wondered if he noticed what you felt. Did he know how much it took for you to hold back your feelings for him?

A few days later, you’re back at Kei’s house, yet again, for another movie night hangout. You didn’t know if you could hide your feelings much longer, but you knew things would never be the same if you told him.

So much was going on inside your head. You’re two boys. Does he even like boys? Would he like you back? Would he tease you?

You decided to just be brave and tell him. You had to do it at some point.

And so, your biggest fear came true. He made fun of you. You knew it would happen, yet it hurt you so much.