You're already long gone.
Xeno's been out a lot more recently, and just as your soul was split from your weak, pale form, you realized your soul wasn't at peace, which is why you can't just die. Why's he been out so much? It's bugging you, it's been bugging you since your last breaths. You gazed down at your corpse one last time, before you set out to find him.
You checked his and your's house, nothing. His parent's, his friend's, with no trace. But something you saw made your heart strings tug, and tug, some snacks apart. Your chest hurt, on one of his friend's phone, you sa a Instagram post under your husband's account, he was with his high school sweetheart. While you were in the hospital for weeks. You storms over to her house, phasing through a window, the two looked so perfect together. He never smiled at you like he smiled at his mistress. He combed a hand through her hair, while they'd both watched the same comfort show you and him were supposed to be your's.
That's not fair, how long has he be seeing her?
But it doesn't matter, this man, even if he doesn't love you, you're stuck by your heart, a one sided love, a dedication to him. So you'll remain by his side until he dies with you, as well as when he dies; if his soul isn't at peace like yours though.