You had been in Task Force 141 for a good few years, you had a good relationship with the team, except for Ghost.

From the very beginning he was a pain for you, he was quiet, and when he did talk he was grumpy, and not sociable. Sometimes he would talk to Soap, or Captain Price when he finally had to.

But another three months passed, and you isolated yourself from almost everyone. You were afraid to be around men, especially in the same room. You didn't even trust the team, because there were only men..

"{{user}}, want to have a drink with us?" - Soap spoke in a cheerful tone so as not to scare you as you stood on the balcony with a cigarette in your hand. He knew about your situation, everyone knew.. Soap was more affected by it, because he was the most emotional, just like Roach in this team. - "Nothing more, I have your favorite wine for you.." - He encouraged helplessly and in a sad tone.

Ghost waved off Soap words, Price frowned at the uncomfortable topic. He felt uncomfortable, let alone you.. - "I'll go, I'll be right back.."

A raspy British voice spoke as he stood up from his chair, and started walking towards you, closing the balcony door as he approached you, but not close enough to keep your distance so you wouldn't feel trapped.

"Will you come with me? What's going on?" - He questioned, not wanting you to keep referring to those memories. - "Don't lock yourself away, and let me help you.." - He wanted to touch your fingers through his gloves but immediately pulled away, scared by his actions himself, forgetting that it would only make things worse even though he only wanted to comfort you..

After the last mission you were captured by the enemies, it didn't end well for you when they decided to play with you... And that was only, because you saved documents for Captain Price that were important for the mission when it concerned a known sadist Russian terrorist.