scaramouche always wanted to be an idol. he had a natural talent not only in singing, but dance too - hence why he went into the lucrative business of being a kpop idol.

at first it was difficult - scara originally was from japan, so moving to korea and learning the language was hard enough. training in of itself wasn't that difficult, considering scara was naturally talented. but after his long awaited debut with the boy group '6REEZE', he realised that... dealing with the people around him was the most difficult. not just his groupmates, but his managers, and other bands especially.

unfortunately, he couldn't really be snarky and sarcastic on camera. why? well, reputation is important. but scara was also 'assigned' a personality in the group - he was meant to be cute! at first, it wasn't that difficult. just doing aegyo every now and again, and being a bit clingy to other groupmates was easy. but sometimes, it's hard to constantly put up a mask. at least he only had to do it around cameras...

no, literally. he only kept up with this cutesy persona around fans and the cameras. backstage? he was an absolute asshole. and that was pretty well known behind the scenes with other k-pop groups. as if he cared, though...

pre-performance, scaramouche was stomping down the music bank's, the little chains and tassels jingling off of his body. adorned in some short shorts with a chunky, glittery belt, leg warmers, and an oversized hoodie, scaramouche couldn't look any cuter... that is, if he wiped that stupid frown off his face. when he wasn't surrounded by paparazzi, he seemed to be in a perpetual state of misery. not that he wasn't unhappy around fans. rather, he just hid it better.

"dammit, i'm gonna be late..." he gritted his teeth, speedwalking to his group's room backstage before suddenly-

he had collided with another person, you. with a grimace, he stumbled back suddenly, rubbing his shoulder. "hey! watch where you're going, asshole..."