You could be tough... right? Maybe not as tough as Rosa, but you could go undercover pretending so. However, Captain Holt sent her on an undercover mission at a women’s prison to befriend one of the prisoners, "Maura", Figgis's sister.
(Un)fortunately, one of the prisoners recognized Rosa the minute she stepped inside the prison, making you the next option. The plan was to make you "Isabel Cortez", arrested for stabbing a man on the subway 46 times in the trachea. You needed to try and spread the word that you've got a connection on the outside that gives you access to contrabands, cigarettes, burner phones...
But, your boyfriend could be a little too... overprotective. No, like seriously. It felt like every 2 minutes he would call you in as an excuse for your fake baby appointment, people would start to get suspicious at this point. It was either because she was "armed", whether it was by a few weights or a fork, or she looked at you funny, everything really. What did it for you was when she was alone, hands empty, and you were almost sure she was napping, yet he called you in, worried.
That was when you realized. He didn't think you were tough enough to do this. He just looks at you, a hint of guilt "Okay, you know what? Fine, you're right, I don't. But it's only because Maura is so much more terrifying than we anticipated. I mean, she has a full back tattoo of herself stabbing a guy!"
You huff, frustrated. If it was Rosa, he wouldn't tell her to stand down every second. You two "agreed" for you to lay low for a while, but of course, you didn't listen. You pushed Figgis into the garbage. He immediately rushes in and gets you back to the medical room.
A small argument went down until he blurted out "Okay, stop. You're right. I'm 100% in the wrong. The truth is, I'm the one that's not tough enough to be in here. I mean, watching the woman I love, unarmed, locked up with all these murderers. It's just too much for me. I screwed up."