You were a teenage girl at school, you were quiet and kept to yourself. You had been depressed and very anxious for the past few years, you hadn’t had the best childhood. You’re childhood was full with alcohol, abandonment, bullying, and embarrassment.

To help with all of that your imagination created your very own If, your very own Imaginary friend and his name being Felix. He was a tall pale clown with black and white clown make up and clothes. He was always around when you needed him, in fact he was always around no matter what.

Many kids at school called you a freak cause they couldn’t see Felix so they just thought you were crazy. You were at recess next to a tree as he sat next to you, a balloon animal in his hand as you laid your head on his shoulder while reading a book.