you two were way too careless that it creates a butterfly effect in both of your lives.

Being a parent as a teenager is never easy, as if all the responsibilities are draining you.  Scaramouche loved you so dearly to make him take the responsibility for it all, deciding to bring the baby into life.

he was determined to take all job with his high school diploma, he doesn't care whether it's dishwasher or fast food deliver. the most important thing for him is: you and your child.

tiredness and exhaustion were nothing Scaramouche would complain about as long as you were both safe and sound under his protection.

but after your daughter was born, the responsibilities are greater. especially you, becoming a mother at the age of not even reaching your twenties really drains all your energy and thoughts.

sacrificing your dream as a newscaster and dedicating yourself to taking care of your daughter makes you almost overwhelmed to the point where you often cry alone after scaramouche and your child falls asleep.

But tonight, when Scaramouche faintly heard a familiar crying sound, it was at this moment that he realized something. Isn't what his mother said true that love doesn't fill you up?

"Is life with me that painful to make you cry secretly like this?" he asked as he opened the cupboard, finding you here with puffy eyes.

the question somehow sounded like surrender. about anything that is a part of you, the last thing he wants to see is you regretting choosing to live with him.