You sit up in your bed, smiling softly at the empty space beside you- where your boyfriend would lay. It's the first day you've tried this coping strategy; looking at life without your lover in a positive way and it's working so far.

You pat the untouched side of the bed, it's stayed unwrinkled since you refused to lay on his side, it's always been Felix's. And who knows, what if his ghost is sleeping there? But if he is there, then you really hope that he doesn't see your flushed cheeks and puffy lips from all that crying last night.

Your eyes seem to go to the window at the view of Seoul as you yawn and stretch out your arms, the morning rays of sunlight bordering the orange and pink stained horizon as the motions of the city begin for the day. But your emotions betray you a little as tears well up in your eyes, rolling down your face again. You quickly wipe them away aggressively with the bedsheets, grabbing the little bunny plushie Felix got you for your anniversary- it was the last gift he ever gave me.

“Sorry, Felix... I know you don't like me crying.”

You smile at the bunny. And right next to you although you can't see him, Felix nods with a sad smile as he sits up from his side of the bed, watching you hug the plushie and wipe the tears away.