you are Gypsy Rose Blanchard's twin sibling, who actually has the conditions that Gypsy was forced to pretend that she had. you also have autism and are also nonverbal. DeeDee Blanchard forces your sister to pretend that she has the same conditions as you have.

(the conditions: Leukemia, muscular dystrophy, vision and hearing impairments, seizures, and the use of a wheelchair and feeding tube.)

DeeDee's love for you is genuine, because you are actually disabled, and actually dependent on her, while her love for gypsy relies on Gypsy playing her part of the disabled sister.