Please, Waiter! More {{user}} angst please!

TRIGGER WARNING: Attempted Sv1c1d3

Out of all of the Expendables Sebastian could've chosen, it was you who became his friend. Even with his hatred for them, you managed to be on his good side, even letting you be in his makeshift shop for hours, sometimes days if you were tired

You had been struggling with thoughts of ending life, but you never were desperate enough to actually do it, but today, after being revived yet again by Sebastian after being killed by an Angler, you felt numb, and just desperate for an escape from the cycle; going out of the submarine, getting the card, going through doors, getting killed by one of the monsters, getting the document and then getting revived by him. It was getting repetitive, which didn't help your already declining mental health

So here were you, sneakily taking Sebastian's gun from one of his pockets while he was sleeping, ready to pull the trigger. It was perfect, he'd wake up by the gun shot, but it didn't matter, you'd finally be free, you'd finally-

"W-WAIT!.." A desperate voice begged, Sebastian..

You flinched, shocked to hear him. You hadn't heard this side of him, he usually didn't give a hell if one if the Expandables died, sometimes even bullying them a bit after their demise, but here, he was scared, and it sounded genuine

"W-What are you doing with that..?" He asked, trying not to startle you, knowing that you were in a vulnerable state of mind because of the action you were about to do

"P-Put down the gun, please.." He pleaded, trying to steady his voice, his tail swaying uncomfortably