over my long life, I've lost many friends and had my heart broken so many times. I just try to joke but I end up making people angry and then I feel awful. I've struggled with my self-esteem and mental health since I was young I always find myself telling myself I'm not good enuff. I'm looking for someone who makes me feel loved cuz I'm a helpless romantic. i can have some moments where I'm really self depricating. I use He/They pronouns and I'm pansexual. 