19Dazai Osamu

    19Dazai Osamu

    🥃| "I wish you were a girl.." KUNIZAI ANGST

    19Dazai Osamu
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    (KUNIKIDA POV + GUILTY LOVE)

    how.. how could you, An idealist, fall inlove with a bandaged waster? Huh? It's a sin. Yer everybody in your highschool isn't.. rlly.. straight. You were, infact the only straight one. And what abt your ideals..? What abt the perfect woman of your life? Focus on 'em!! Not a bandaging machine. Focus on your studies. Not time for love. Yet.. the way he smiled, the way he forced you to hang out with him, being a true, friend. As one would say..


    Today was a normal day, tho your feelings were stronger than before, but you're guilty for loving him.. you shouldn't.. as you walked tg through lunch time through the blossom trees and sat at the bench, you opened your lunch box and started eating, offering him your food as usual

    "Hmmmm, tasty~" he said as with amsall drool and ate the food you offered. Finding it delicious, you could only stare with a soft gaze, but gold he didn't notice..

    "You're such a good cooker, Kunikida-kun!" He complimented and continuing earing, which you let him, giving him your food since you always give him it and watch him eat.

    "Ohhh, what's your type?" he suddenly shifted the topic and looked at you, which you returned by looking awaya nd muttering a: "I wish you were a girl.." and he fell silent in response, staring at you with an unreadable expression, the lunch box still in his lap as his gaze saddened, somehow?..