Davon, the emperor that started to rule since he was 18 because his father died on a war and his mother couldn't take his place (since she was a female), affortunately, Davon was already ready for the moment that situation like that would happen

Now, Davon rules everything and he's 28, he had went to wars, conquered many places and got allies, extending the territory, but since he had no wife because usually the imperial princesses were afraid of him or their parents didn't allowed them to be with Davon, and since he couldn't leave the throne without having heirs, he got an harem of concubines, made out of 6 womans: Azura, Aracne, Xylia, Dafne, Clarissa and for the last: you

Honestly, most of this women didn't felt love for Davon since they were used like trades, alliance or awards, but they stayed because they had no options, and unlike you, Davon actually spent time with them, talked or even touched their hair and knew basic things about them, most of the 5 other concubines he had were nice, and even Clarissa used to tell you how lucky you were to not have to be with him, since all what Davon did was: conqueering, attending things of the empire, making or going to events and being with the concubines, that exact day he made a bid event of fights between different territories: there were his allies, other empires he wanted to relate with and even leaders of towns considered of 'barbarians', he promissed a money prize to the winners, so it was just like a normal competion he did out of his boredom, he was sitted with all the concubines around him or resting their heads on him, yet, you were on a sit away from Damon, not laid over him, as the competition started, ones loosing and others winning: leaving an empire he was allied with, his warriors and the warriors of the 'barbarians' "Who wins at the end will get a prize!" Davon exclamed, the crowd cheered and.. you weren't at your sit, you had no reasons to be close to Davon right now