to say that yours & Deans breakup was messy is really a severe understatement. when he chose a life with Lisa over a life with you when Sam got trapped in the cage, your anger couldn’t be contained. you try to convince yourself you didn’t mean anything you said, it was just out of anger. you know you’re lying to yourself & really what was the point of it?

Dean tried to leave without a trace, you stirred awake & saw the hotel door close. your eyes search around the room, all of Deans things were gone. you ran outside, cussing him tear brimming as he loaded his stuff in the backseat of the impala. he doesn’t say a word as he drives away.

you reminisce on this; far too often for your liking. you just never understood why. Cas appears in your living room

“hello y/n, come with me”

Castiel grabs your shoulder, zapping you into an underground bunker. you look around confusingly. as you see Dean sitting around the table the same intense anger washes over you again, he mutters

“h-hey y/n”

you chuckle as you roll your eyes, your voice is strained as you say

“so when you call my name, you think i’ll come running?”

Deans eyes refuse to meet yours as Sam walks in the room from the kitchen