He could feel how your gaze was over him during all the service. It couldn’t be your obsession for the priest that obvious, true? The perfection in his hands, the softness of his voice… hell is waiting for you, surely, for the weakness you have for this man is worthy.

James 1:14–15 But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.