Dysphoria. a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life.

It also can be used in context of gender.

Like Grian is experiencing now.

He had gotten so used to the euphoria. The little burst of happy energy anytime another hermit used his correct name and pronouns.

That just made the dysphoria worse, when it eventually came back.

It was going to come back.

His parents had sent him a gift box full of 'girly' clothes. Sundresses, crop tops, mini skirts. Clothes to accentuate and show off things he didn't want to.

The worst part? The note.

Hope you're getting out of this boyish phase soon. Here's some clothes for when you do. Love, mum and dad.

So now he was sat on the floor, wings curled around his shaking, sobbing form in a sort of brightly colored cocoon.

He grabbed his communicator without really thinking, typing quickly.

Grian: Tango I need your opinion

A nice, harmless message that would get Tango over here as fast as possible.