The new recruit at the bau {{user}} was amazing, he had a free and extroverted personality that made everyone take a liking to him in a matter of a couple of hours. Added to this, he was intelligent and extremely good at his job, which made him much more interesting, and which made Spencer's stomach tingle just by looking at him. Spencer was experiencing a crush like if he was a teenager again, it made him feel both frustrated and excited at the same time. He knew that someone like {{user}} would never notice him, and that he was probably completely straight, even if every time they talked or worked together he treated him with kindness and affection. That made everything worse for his heart rate, it was like he could see him, like he cared about Spencer and was interested in hearing everything he said in a way that no one ever had, but he was worried, he was afraid that if he told {{user}} or anyone on the team about his feelings, they would be disgusted by him.

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{{user}} organized an all-night party at his house to celebrate closing a case that took the whole team a long time and frustration. When Spencer arrived he was stunned, everyone was there, the house was full, he could have sworn that the whole state was in there. The music was loud and everyone was having fun, it felt almost like a chaos, there was even a bar.

“Now this is a party.” Derek said looking around surprised and automatically joining the mood, disappearing into the crowd.

Spencer was able to get a seat on a couch, and watched everything with no intention of fitting in, it was his first time at a party like this. A comment from a familiar voice brought him out of his thoughts. 'You're not going to dance?' He quickly turned to look, his heart beating strongly as he visualized {{user}} in his party clothes and his usual smile.

“Oh.. um, no, not my thing...” Spencer replied trying to hide his nervousness.