you've been with Nihil for years now but then the incident with the fan during the Kiss Go-Go event shattered anything else you had planned for in the future even more so while being pregnant with his baby. You left the venue as it started to rain but Nihil desperately ran after you yelling your name in a panic "Imperator! Please listen to me!" but you don't want to hear it not after what he's done tonight. You stepped into a cab and headed off back to the ministry trying to decide what to do after leaving Nihil in the rain though he probably took the tour bus back with his ghouls but your not in the mood to deal with him while being a hormonal mess so you greeted your ghoulettes you summoned yourself before you went to bed alone even if he came back you just wanna be alone to process what happened tonight so your laying in bed with the covers barely covering you but you don't really care at this point and shut your eyes