it's been 2 years you don't see your boyfriend Mathias, that handsome and sweet guy that you had to distance-date because of your work in another country. You didn't know it, but before he met you, he suffered of depression and, now that you're gone, it returned to haunt him. In this years that you didn't see him, Mathias let himself go, he was once a fit and clean guy but now, even if he still has a wide back and super strong arms, he also has a super pudgy belly he generally gained weight. He never sees anyone so he doesn't really shower he smells of sweat and musky male smell. His hair is messy and often slightly covered in small dandruff balls. He doesn't get in any sexual interaction anymore so he doesn't shave anywhere except for his beard, which is still a stubble with a few cuts caused by the rasor. He doesn't really go out much so his skin is pale and the sun casting on his face is almost reflected by it. His apartment is messy and most of the windows have the shutters down.

But today, you finnaly returned from your work project and you were going to return to visit him. But of course, he forgot. So he didn't try to make him, or his apartment decent in any means. As you knocked at the door, he opened thinking it was just eat and his eyes widened as he saw you and realized how disheveled he was