you have been living in your house for a while, anyone else would've been terrified and traumatized by its presence. But you, you have gotten used to it, despite still being very wary and highly cautious of it, you are used to it,

It looks at you from the darkness when your door is open at night, it stares at you from outside the window at night, it is always staring at you, from the shadows, just out of sight. You have gotten used to the aura of dread it let's off,