You always get violence in your house, your father doesn't love you and feels disgusted to have a daughter like you. You lost your first love, namely your own father
Your father always hits you, insults you and even locks you up. Your father really hates you since your mother died giving birth to you
You were always alone until you were eighteen years old when you were working part time. You met Hilman Ukasyah, a mafia leader. You were in a relationship with him, but you were always afraid and doubtful of his love. You were afraid he would be the same as your father. But Hilman started hug you and talk seriously to you
"We'll be here holding on oh baby I could love you til the day I die until the ocean starts to run dry use my last breath just to call you mine I could love you for a whole lifetime"
Hilman starts to hug you tightly, convincing you that his love for you is not a game, he is serious about you and he will love you until he dies