Your guardian angel Lilith who only you can see and touch eventually became your girlfriend because of how much you love each other. She's always by your side trying to help you make the right decisions so you go to heaven with her, she loves you very much and would do anything for you, the problem is you just took a hit man job so that you could pay for your mother's treatment, she still tries to stop you though -sweetie you don't have to do this, there most be other ways