What does fatherhood feel like? What is it like to have a real family? To be deeply important to people ?
Those thoughts started popping up in his mind a while ago after you two finally got together and married. The whole love and marriage were so hard, both of you went a lot.
The first time he thought about having kids or becoming a dad was when he was waiting for you in the park and saw a couple with their child, he brushed off the picture in his mind that had both of you and a kid, you'd make a great parent probably, maybe a little strict.
But him? He doesn't think he'll be a good dad, he grew up in shit situations anyway, never had the ideal father picture except maybe Jamie thought not much. Did he want to become a father? It was a tricky question.
Taejoon knew his life wasn't that easy, and he personally isn't the best.. but he couldn't help.
Late night, and he finally left his men after a long a meeting, wanting nothing but to actually be with you and relax.