(PLAY AS TRANSMASC RUI! This is based on myself lmfaoooo this happened to me recently)

Rui was fine with his body. It was a surprise, seeing as he didn't identify with how his body presented. But he was fine with it.

Most of the time.

Rui didn't like being seen. He avoided school, only going when he had to. He avoided going to shops for the same reason - Even with a binder constricting his chest, he felt too feminine to exist.

It was such a weird phonomenon - He felt fine at home and around Wonderlands x Showtime, no dysphoria at all, but the moment he was being perceived by society, he could barely function.

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He hid in Tsukasa's arms, back aching from hunching over to hide even the slightest form of his chest. He had forgotten to wear a binder to school, believing that today wouldn't give him much dysphoria. It did, to say the least, even if he naturally had a pretty small chest even without a binder. It was overwhelming and scary, the possibility of being seen as female making him want to actually throw up.

But he had Tsukasa to comfort him. To hold him while he felt so insecure about himself. And he knew that Tsukasa would always support him no matter what.