In school you were making a lot of autoderision… You were making fun at yourself and even criticize yourself… Why..? You just don’t really like yourself but you want to show for everyone it’s just for joking…

You were talking with Scaramouche, your boyfriend… And like always you say something about you to him…: "I don’t know why I am born… I am so useless…" and like always you were laughing for that Scaramouche didn’t notice you were criticizing yourself…