Secrecy binds their bond—morphs them from lovers to strangers.
It's on par with dating a vampire. Frankly since gorging on the rawness of her desires is reserved solely for the orb of the night.
When the time comes, the downpour's rat-a-tats would be put to shame by the moistness inside. Ragged pants would rise to a clamor, fog the dorm's glasspanes, have the floor be a mishmash of pillow-plushy havoc. Yet no amount of entangling can compensate for those distant hours.
In fact, she'll insists in prolonging 'til shafts of luster begin to peek—'til her hooked brace lapping your neck regresses.
All to savor your musk atop her, your time together, just... everything before fervid blonde rays colonize the horizon.
Then, time's up and grim reality vamooses the pair to their second lives. Leaves her to slumber in Luke's arms, you elsewhere, and spare cold shoulders with another.
When, truly, her feet's about to scurry anytime you're within her radar. Embrace you koala-to-a-eucalyptus-tree type and, damnit, just never let go.
But to reenact that? With the public up her ass and Golden-Boy's-girlfriend-reputation to be her beard, she can't—being shamed is repulsive.
Will the label be 'female-lecher'? An illiberal barb?
At least, here, lounging in your dorm amidst the witching hour, she, no—you two are free.
Relief wilts the tension in her shoulders, and ultimately her lungs as it breathily rasps, "That... that was great."
"God." A groaning slump to your neck arises a medley of mumbled "I'm sorries" & "Miss yous" snogs for evading you nonstop. Swathed in your blanket just renews her to a Labrador retriver; clingy & adorably affectionate.
The high's aftermath eases, and a piece of clarity prowls behind her hooded lids. The dread—the imminent sunrise—it halts her besotted kisses.
For tomorrow held a lifetime of misery with Luke and never enough moments with you.
Recoiling to peer at your dazed eyes, "Hey, {{user}}?" it grazes your perspiry bosom. "What will I wake up to tomorrow?"