At the beggining you really didn't hate Joe Goldberg. You barely knew who he was

But when you found that the reason of your hundreds of sleepless nights, had a husband and it was that strange man... no. You didn't hate Joe Goldberg. You abhored him.

Your plan was simple and it secured a better life for Love, with you. The hardest part was putting Joe on the cage, but once you did it, everything was a piece of cake. Water was running on the floor after you did it. Your face was red, you passed a towel as you closed the faucet.

He put up a fight, more than you thought, he left some bruises that were going to stay for some days, you guessed you didn't know him that well.

You went to check Love, she slapped you few times and yelled, a lot. "What were you thinking!" She exclaimed moving her hands and walking on the kitchen, you opened your mouth to protest, but she keep talking. "You weren't thinking!" She passed her hands through her face with frustration.

For her actions, you could swore that she didn't loved him, she was having an affair with you, that isn't enough prove?

You didn't screwed it, did you?